I have been seeing a lot of my friends and my seniors are doing this challenge and I figured that I should too. I've been complaining a lot lately and moaning and whining. Especially after I went to band. So yeah. Challenge Accepted, Like-A-Boss =))

So today, I'm happy for :

#1  
Being able to pack up everything in band room and finish packing. Except for the Marimba. I didn't search carefully just now..But I'm still glad that me and my juniors and my fellow seniors helped me packed up everything. 

#2
Being able to record my piano recording because these stuff are just so so annoying and hard to do. It's not hard to set up but it's really hard to record perfectly. 

#3
Celebrated birthday with the birthday girl Qin Yan =)) HAHAHAH And she loved our gifts!! Thanks to Vans and Chris for buying all those gifts. So sorry I couldn't go there and choose with you 

#4
Having some alone time with myself. With my cup of hot cocoa. And my phone around with me. Texting and all. 

#5 
Met Greg, Eugene, Jeff and Tim with their Jazz Band mates. Even though we didn't talk much but they took away some of my tiredness. =)) Gotta love their company.



=)) Hope this really works. To make me feel more happy about everything I got. 

Glad that work has ended today =)) I wouldn't day it's FINALLY over. I really did quite enjoy my time there. It's not a very tough job and the pay is pretty good and also I met people there =)) Today I had a really great talk with seniors Jing Xi and Chew. Didn't expect that I could talk to them so much. Had fun today. And I got my pay finally so. Hahaha yeah. Good morning and afternoon well spent. 

After that, also I'm glad that I went to church today. But sadly, I missed the worshipping =(( and most of the preaches. Hope that I'll get more and more chances to go to church. Really really. 

Grandma was here in Singapore for a couple of day. =)) So nice to know that my grandma care about me so much. No, actually I've always know. She really care about me I know. It's just that I'm worried about her sometimes especially when she wanted to do house chores and I stopped her. Usually ended up with arguments but I know she loves me and wanted to make herself seem useful. We never think it this way that she's not useful in this family. We all loved her. It's just that we're not good at presenting and speaking out our love. Love you ah ma. =))

To my daddy and mummy, I know I'm not a very expressive kid. I really am not.. =/ But I just wanted you guys to know I love the both of you. I'm thankful for my dad for loving me so much and doting me and my sisters. I know you worked very hard to earn money for this family and you loved us a lot it's just that you didn't say it. I'll support you all the way dad. And I'll study well and not letting you and mummy worried about me anymore. And you and mummy don't worry about me too much lahh i grow up edi =)) And for mummy, thank you so much for taking care of us 3 annoying kids that always have weird issues that made you worried so much. Especially me. I created quite a bit of trouble that make you worry. Even JiaYun let you worry lesser. Thanks for doing everything for this family for all these years and we know you wanted something different since 2 of us overseas and one basically lives in school, that's why you made that decision. No matter what you do, I'll support you all the way. =)) 

To uncle Koa and aunty Esther, they're always being so so nice to me. For the first time I met them they're like one of the nicest person I've met. Serious, no joke. So thankful that I got to meet them. They're so nice to me even the son got jealous. HAHAHA Really glad that I got to meet you guys. And I'm just thankful for everything. The bible, the necklace and the beautiful and delicious meal. And most importantly the friendliness and nice-ness you guys are to me. Really thankful for that =)) 

To my third uncle(sa zek) and the family, Thank you for taking care of me so so much in Singapore. Like your own kid. =)) Worried about me all the time and letting me stay in your house in such last minute when school is about to start here in SP.  Thanks for all the care you've given to me. =))

To my weirdest but bestest friends ever (Malaysia edition), Thanks so so so so so much for being so nice to me everythough sometime's I'm an asshole. HAHAHAHA and we really need to meet and catchup soon. HAHAH I'm actually quite sad that now all of us are seperated =(( I need you guy by myself lahh!! Please please meet up soon =((

To my weirdest and bestest friends ever (Singapore edition), Ahh where should I even start. There's so much memories, good ones, one of the bestest ones. I'm really glad I chose to come to DMAT,SP because of my parents and sister. I got to meet so much awesome people that really care about me. I'm talking about care care, really care care kind of care. Not all but I know a few of them will definitely be there for me if I ever needed them. I really am grateful and so so thankful for their presence. Especially the day of my birthday this person come to make me feel better and really talk to me without disturbing me. HAHAHAHA. =')) And also this guy who never really talk to me much now. But I know he'll be there too if I needed him as a friend. And also these girls who I always talk to and know me so well. And always willing to listen to my complaints and whinnings. Love them lahh. 

To my bandmates that gives me headache, I love you guys even if you guys annoy the hell of me. HAHAHA and thanks for being such good friends and good seniors to me. I'm like one of the worst juniors to have but you guys still treat me so well and being so patient when it comes to teaching me. Especially the asshole senior I have. HAHAH you know who you are. Thanks for being such a brother. =)) And for my gossip partner who haven't appear for so long, Thanks for coming down for band just to celebrate my birthday really really appreciate that. For zue, Amanda, Momo, Ryan myanmar old man and Ben Lam SL, Thanks guys for teaching me and being such good friends and seniors for the past half a year. =)) And RYAN OLD MAN!! Do tell us if you're leaving to myanmar =(( I want to send you off because I really have no idea when I'll be seeing you after that. 

Saving the best for the last, Thank you so much for being such an awesome guy in my life. Really. Thankful that you walk into my life. You inspire me to become better, letting me feel better about myself, let me get to know God more, letting me have you as my boyfriend, being such a good listener when I needed one, being the bestest friend ever. I'm sorry I'm not expressive and I'm not the best girlfriend material, but still you accepted me, and you're proud of me. I'm blessed to have you here with me. =)) Thank you for choosing me and not any other girls. I love you a lot. And I'm proud to say that you my boyfriend. =))


It's a wordy post. And it's for all the people I love and thankful for. =)) 


Today I learned not to be selfish. Even though I wanted it, but I couldn't just think of myself. And please don't blame yourself and stop the sorry(s) =)) It's alright. It's nothing really. 


And I will be needing the sleep now. =)) Thanks for reading. 

Love,

Jia-Qi

Heyo. =)) I'm pretty high recently I don't know why. Especially last night. But I think it's the alcohol..Wait, no...I'm high before the alcohol already. Haha and I slowly calm down after the alcohol..I got tired..don't judge me.

So this term I have no tests at all =)) AT ALL!! WHOOO. But everything is a give and take. So, no tests this term, means there's WHOLE LOT OF ASSIGNMENTS. Which sucks..sucks much. So, here I am having the last week of my term after 2 months of holidays and 1 and a half months of study days and it's one month of holiday again. Poly is weird in this sense =(( 3 years of studies they tell you but actually You're only in school for like one and a half year. Much wow much holiday much little studies. Even though I have one month of holiday I didn't really get to spend time with my family in J.B. much also. There's always so much events and so so much stuff and events and studies to do here in Singapore. Like, I have recordings, I have cca events, I have work here as well. I do enjoy my life here but sometimes I wanted my life in JB as well. Singapore is always moving so so fast that I couldn't catch up sometimes. JB is so chill and relax and makes me feel like slacking whole day and not do any work. So...we're back to the give and take thing. Hahaha. Both places have the people I love. So, sometime's it's hard to juggle all these things. Really have to plan my time really really well.

=)) The need to smile in front of people when you're not happy is hard. But nowadays I'm trying not to do that anymore. Just show whatever I feel inside out to everyone. Even though it's not necessarily a good thing to learn but at least I can express it out instead of hiding inside. Also, I have to learn how to rely lesser on other people. Especially my happiness. I rely a lot of my happiness on the people I love. Too much in fact, I gotta learn how to make myself happy for just being myself. =)) I do appreciate the people who walked into my life no matter what my feelings are to the person. Love, or hate. The people I don't like too taught me stuff that I didn't know. I do try to appreciate them more. And I am learning how to not say bad stuff about them behind their backs. Even though I really don't like them. Still in the process of learning =)) Hopefully everything will turn out alright.

Ohh did I mention that I went to a bar last night? I went to Muddy Murphy's yesterday night to support my friends who are performing there with their band =)) 'Shrink The Sun'.
They have drummer from the Philippines, Singer from the UK, Keyboardist from the States, and as for the guitarist, violinist and bassist, they're from Singapore. =)) #SUPPORTLOCALARTIST  They're awesome I tell you guys. You guys have to catch their performance at least once =)) I'm serious. serious serious. I can't guarantee that you guys will love them, because everyone have different taste when it comes to music, but they're really good and I've seen them working hard for this. It's all the hard work.

Labels: Assignment, DMAT, Friends, Life, Music, SP, Weirdo

I'm sorry this is going to be a post full of words and updates about my life. Bear with me =))


Hey fellas =)) I've been missing out so much in blogging. Almost forgot that I even have a blog. Now, I didn't know where I should start. My last semester break was from February till April. It was boring as hell. I tell you I have nothing to do. Absolutely nothing. No assignments, no homework, nothing. So I practiced piano and keyboard some of the time. You don't wanna know what happen to the rest of the days. It's so boring. But I'm really glad that I got to spend more time in my house with my comfy bed and bolster =)) However I miss the people and the freedom to travel anywhere in Singapore. And of course I miss my friends in Malaysia as well =(( But because all of us are in different places and we're studying different stuffs. We didn't really get to meet a lot of the time. I miss all of them. The life of a foreign student. You never get to have the best of both worlds. And that get me to think what will happen if I went overseas to study? It'll be worst. I have people in 2 different countries that I'll miss...But I still have to continue my studies if I want a job. A proper job. So, when school started, I really don't feel like it's a school day at all. It feels normal to me like normal days. And all of us are separated. We're now all in different class. I miss them. Even till now. Miss the atmosphere in class and all. It's always so fun =)) And also this year I didn't really get to meet him as often. Cos we both have our own stuff to manage. Which sucks. In some way.. So nothing much happened actually after that. I hope something interesting will come up soon. Happy things  =))

So, tomorrow might be the worst day. Higher possibility. I do understand. It's just that I'm disappointed, I thought we could spend more time together tomorrow...well everything has a reason behind. So, I should just let it go.

But anyways I hope you guys had a blast =)) No matter where you are or what you are doing as long as you're happy and you feel blissful and you're thankful of everything, you guys will be fine..
=)) Stay happy always and think more for yourself instead of always about other people.

I love you guys. All of you. And you. And Him and them. =))

Labels: Birthday, DMAT, Life, Pig&Sotong, SP

Finally I'm back blogging. It's quite a while back since I last blogged. Recently happy things happened, bad things happened, stressful things happened. 

A short update would be, 

 - Term 4 is extremely stressful and busy yet I'm procrastinating by writing blog posts over       here. 



 - MD concert is a great and wonderful experience to me. Had so much fun. Stressful but still it's fun. Had a blast that night. Seniors are leaving us, but I believe that we'll do great and make them proud =)) 90++% of the tickets are sold. Oh did I mention that the concert is in Esplanade concert hall??? =))

















 - LiYun, my secondary school best friend whom I knew for like 7 years and still counting, we started to talk again after like a year without contacting each other. =)) It's definitely a very very good thing that happened to me. But I really do hope that I would be close with Jolene and Siaw Yee once again too.....



 - I met the someone special. =)) Happy with him and at the same time worried about him quite frequent too. But we're fine. =)) ♥


That actually sums up my whole "Missing period" actually. =)) Pretty happy about it. Haven't been blogging for a very long time. Thanks to those who did spend time to read my useless blog. Love you all. ♥♥♥ =))


Love,

Jia-Qi..

Labels: Assignment, DMAT, Friends, High School, Life, Music, Orchestra, Pig&Sotong, SP, Weirdo

Dear Kevin,

Labels: Kevin

My class now is the most weirdest, annoying, eccentric and THE BEST classmates I had ever had. 

Labels: DMAT, Friends, Life, Music, SP, Weirdo