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Jia-Qi. (With a dash in between) Almost 19. Still young =)). DMAT. SMKSP, DMAT, SPSB friends ♥ . Him ♥ ♥. Family of course =)).

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Pre-Holidays Syndrome | (0)
Heyo. =)) I'm pretty high recently I don't know why. Especially last night. But I think it's the alcohol..Wait, no...I'm high before the alcohol already. Haha and I slowly calm down after the alcohol..I got tired..don't judge me.

So this term I have no tests at all =)) AT ALL!! WHOOO. But everything is a give and take. So, no tests this term, means there's WHOLE LOT OF ASSIGNMENTS. Which sucks..sucks much. So, here I am having the last week of my term after 2 months of holidays and 1 and a half months of study days and it's one month of holiday again. Poly is weird in this sense =(( 3 years of studies they tell you but actually You're only in school for like one and a half year. Much wow much holiday much little studies. Even though I have one month of holiday I didn't really get to spend time with my family in J.B. much also. There's always so much events and so so much stuff and events and studies to do here in Singapore. Like, I have recordings, I have cca events, I have work here as well. I do enjoy my life here but sometimes I wanted my life in JB as well. Singapore is always moving so so fast that I couldn't catch up sometimes. JB is so chill and relax and makes me feel like slacking whole day and not do any work. So...we're back to the give and take thing. Hahaha. Both places have the people I love. So, sometime's it's hard to juggle all these things. Really have to plan my time really really well.

=)) The need to smile in front of people when you're not happy is hard. But nowadays I'm trying not to do that anymore. Just show whatever I feel inside out to everyone. Even though it's not necessarily a good thing to learn but at least I can express it out instead of hiding inside. Also, I have to learn how to rely lesser on other people. Especially my happiness. I rely a lot of my happiness on the people I love. Too much in fact, I gotta learn how to make myself happy for just being myself. =)) I do appreciate the people who walked into my life no matter what my feelings are to the person. Love, or hate. The people I don't like too taught me stuff that I didn't know. I do try to appreciate them more. And I am learning how to not say bad stuff about them behind their backs. Even though I really don't like them. Still in the process of learning =)) Hopefully everything will turn out alright.

Ohh did I mention that I went to a bar last night? I went to Muddy Murphy's yesterday night to support my friends who are performing there with their band =)) 'Shrink The Sun'.
They have drummer from the Philippines, Singer from the UK, Keyboardist from the States, and as for the guitarist, violinist and bassist, they're from Singapore. =)) #SUPPORTLOCALARTIST  They're awesome I tell you guys. You guys have to catch their performance at least once =)) I'm serious. serious serious. I can't guarantee that you guys will love them, because everyone have different taste when it comes to music, but they're really good and I've seen them working hard for this. It's all the hard work.



Whoo go Eugene Go Euchim


Hobos in da house

Advance press!! well..almost.

The two guys plus this guy is the whole Advance Press!! Whoo support them! =))

Guys, meet my friends. 

Erm...no one knows what Jeff is doing. so...yeah he's the violinist. He's also a bassist =)) And a pianist. Multi talented la! 


And that's pretty much it ah. hahahahah. Hope everyone will be healthy always and be happy =)) And with both of these and you're alive, so you'll be alright. =)) Just have to look for the reason why. Because there's always a reason and you just have to go look for it, instead of just waiting..=))


Love, 

Jia-Qi

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Those Time | (0)
I'm sorry this is going to be a post full of words and updates about my life. Bear with me =))


Hey fellas =)) I've been missing out so much in blogging. Almost forgot that I even have a blog. Now, I didn't know where I should start. My last semester break was from February till April. It was boring as hell. I tell you I have nothing to do. Absolutely nothing. No assignments, no homework, nothing. So I practiced piano and keyboard some of the time. You don't wanna know what happen to the rest of the days. It's so boring. But I'm really glad that I got to spend more time in my house with my comfy bed and bolster =)) However I miss the people and the freedom to travel anywhere in Singapore. And of course I miss my friends in Malaysia as well =(( But because all of us are in different places and we're studying different stuffs. We didn't really get to meet a lot of the time. I miss all of them. The life of a foreign student. You never get to have the best of both worlds. And that get me to think what will happen if I went overseas to study? It'll be worst. I have people in 2 different countries that I'll miss...But I still have to continue my studies if I want a job. A proper job. So, when school started, I really don't feel like it's a school day at all. It feels normal to me like normal days. And all of us are separated. We're now all in different class. I miss them. Even till now. Miss the atmosphere in class and all. It's always so fun =)) And also this year I didn't really get to meet him as often. Cos we both have our own stuff to manage. Which sucks. In some way.. So nothing much happened actually after that. I hope something interesting will come up soon. Happy things  =))

So, tomorrow might be the worst day. Higher possibility. I do understand. It's just that I'm disappointed, I thought we could spend more time together tomorrow...well everything has a reason behind. So, I should just let it go.

But anyways I hope you guys had a blast =)) No matter where you are or what you are doing as long as you're happy and you feel blissful and you're thankful of everything, you guys will be fine..
=)) Stay happy always and think more for yourself instead of always about other people.

I love you guys. All of you. And you. And Him and them. =))






Just smile,
and everything is going to be alright. 





Love always, 

Jia-Qi 




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Short Break | (0)
Finally I'm back blogging. It's quite a while back since I last blogged. Recently happy things happened, bad things happened, stressful things happened. 

A short update would be, 

 - Term 4 is extremely stressful and busy yet I'm procrastinating by writing blog posts over       here. 



 - MD concert is a great and wonderful experience to me. Had so much fun. Stressful but still it's fun. Had a blast that night. Seniors are leaving us, but I believe that we'll do great and make them proud =)) 90++% of the tickets are sold. Oh did I mention that the concert is in Esplanade concert hall??? =))

















 - LiYun, my secondary school best friend whom I knew for like 7 years and still counting, we started to talk again after like a year without contacting each other. =)) It's definitely a very very good thing that happened to me. But I really do hope that I would be close with Jolene and Siaw Yee once again too.....



 - I met the someone special. =)) Happy with him and at the same time worried about him quite frequent too. But we're fine. =)) 


That actually sums up my whole "Missing period" actually. =)) Pretty happy about it. Haven't been blogging for a very long time. Thanks to those who did spend time to read my useless blog. Love you all. ♥♥♥ =))


Love,

Jia-Qi..

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DMAT / 03 | (0)
My class now is the most weirdest, annoying, eccentric and THE BEST classmates I had ever had. 

I'm so sorry to be so random all the time. HAHAHA. I'm always random and I'm weird as well because I'm always that weird?? Ok now I'm being weird again. But anyway, my classmates love to annoy people in every single possible way and they love to do weird stuff. Such as.....you don't wanna know... I suck at describing. But I needed describing skills. So, I needa practice!!

So let me dedicate this whole post to my lovely classmates. ONE BY ONE? Should I? 

I know that my cert can eat one and taste like samosa. And my friend is like comforting me and tried not letting me lose confidence in myself since I don't really have much in me. But awwwwwwwwww. Thanks for comforting me still and I'm actually very surprised when I first saw the message. The confidence message. It's really really sweet and it was totally random and unexpected? But thanks!! =)) Sometimes when I'm sad and what they'll actually support me and then give me a smile, comfort me, offer me their place to stay?? HAHA!  And my friend always gives me love when I needed them and they treat me damn nice lah. I don't know how to express my feelings for them. It's like trying to find out what number is the largest in this whole wide world. Impossible right??  I actually annoyed my whole class...not always but...most of the time I guess? Haha! Sorry for being an ass sometimes. But I still love y'all !! Ok maybe always....I don't know!!

So, this post is specially dedicated to JiaJun, Brandon, Norman Yeo Sheng Quan the Part Thai, Izyan bin Jaizi, Eugene YouChim, ShuKai the Bitch, Caleb Koa Zu Le, Joash Jeremiah Foo, Malcolm the Part Thai Gay, Gregory Teo Wen Hui the Baba, Kaela Chua Xin Rui the blur queen, MeiTing the mum, Christabel Joyce my mum, Qin Yan the blur queen number 2 and finally my baby Vanessa Chia Wen Xin.

I love you guys, you guys are awesome, I definitely had a great time spending with y'all and I definitely tell stories of you guys to my friend and laugh at you all behind your back. HAHA!! *Hugs* 

I'm still waiting for our second bonding trip!!!!!! HAHAHAAHAHAAHA

Our only full class photo. =)) <3 <3






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STARBUCKS | (0)
I've been slacking all the time lately. I know shouldn't right...

But anyways, I've been so tired lately. My eye bags are getting worst and dark circle are worst. I've been so emotional lately as well I have no idea why. Maybe it's because I sleep very late? But I can't sleep!! So almost every night I ended up going to sleep after my lappie batt is 0%. But I didn't just play with it. I did finished the first ever lyrics. Yipee!! I FINALLY FINISHED IT!! Seriously it's a huge accomplishment for me cos every time I read back my lyrics, I hate it and delete everything and start over. I finally did it..so I just have to think of the melody now. =))
Yesterday, I just found out the best way to deal with bad days! =))
Trust me, it'll work.
It's...

 STARBUCKS 

Really. It really helps. But it's very expensive, so don't do this all the time. Just once in a while will do. Or every Wednesday cos it's 1 for 1 day for Starbucks!! Half price people!!! 

So, Qin Yan and I went for Starbucks yesterday and they're letting us try out their new flavoured coffee! I can't remember the whole name, but it's Dark Mocha with white chocolate jelly Frapp. This frap is absolutely AMAZING! I hate white chocolate. Really, it's too sweet for my taste I like bitter stuff like Dark Chocolate and coffee. So, this white chocolate jelly isn't too sweet. I Love it! And the dark mocha is awesome like always. =)) 
And we ended up camwhoring again. HAHAHA!!

Why so serious?

EPIC.


My face expression is super AhLian. 


Finally a not so normal normal pic =))

There's also Mocha flavour! You guys should really try that out. You won't regret it! Trust me, trust the minions. I have no idea I wrote that. I'm weird.

I'm now seriously OBSESSED with minions!! BIG TIME. They're just so cute and adorable!! How could anyone resist a cute and lovable minions!! Awww

How I wish I could own one of them...sigh

  MINIONS  

Here's their cutest songs EVER!!







Love ya guys. less than 3 less than 3 less that 3! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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Foreign | (0)
Ever since I started to study in DMAT, SP my stalker Ric said that it felt very foreign to him. HAHA. Don't worry I'll still be talking about you guys. 

Ok. Back to last Friday, I went to have dinner with Ric the stalker, CY the weirdo, Celine which is so hard to meet, YK the pervert, Sam the one with handsome back, ZN the future successful businessman, WF the one full of crap, SY the ah gua, CH my sweetie mummy and Dylan came!! I never expect him to eat dinner with us, haven't seen him in a very long time. =))

Having dinner with them is very frustrating and very annoying but it's the most sweetest thing that can happen. Do you ever know how it felt when someone called you a bitch but you don't feel angry AT ALL. You'll felt loved and URGH! I suck at describing stuff. But the thing is we never get to take much pictures cos...they're always rushing for movie or KBox or something else. EVERYTIME!! That's what happens when you hang out with more guys than girls...I need only girl's day out!! CYCYCYCYCYCYCYCY SLSLSLSLSLSLSLSLSLSL!!!

I have seriously nothing to do now. Waiting for my interview and chillin' in classroom with a bunch of talented people. Felt so useless OMG!!!!!


I should go now. Wish me luck for my interview. *Fingers Crossed!!!


I almost forgot!! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF!! 
Even though I'm not that close with you..but I hope for the best for you?? My english sucks!! But anyway... Happy Birthday again!! =))


Ok. END. Loveya guys =))

Less than 3 Less than 3 Less than 3 !!

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Music Fiesta | (0)
Hey peeps! I'm back after one week of tiredness. Tired but fun I mean! But the worst thing is the haze ruined everything!! BLAME THE HAZE!! 

So, basically Music Fiesta is all about music. Duhh. Students from several secondary schools in Singapore came to SP to experience what it's like to compose music and be surrounded by DMAT weirdos. I'm being assigned to be the mentor for students from Evergreen Sec!! Aww my kids are super cute and we're AWESOME!! Oh yeah my partner is Debbie, she's a cutie pie from MALAYSIA as well!!! Whoo! Whoo!! Do you know how hard it is to find a Malaysian that get into DMAT with SPM result?!?!?! She's from Sabah, year 2 but I never seen her before...not that I'm surprise, I never seen a lot of people before. I'm such a katak....

Anyways, we're team 23 and the song we composed is AWESOME! Great job guys! In two two two two ooh~ haha! But they didn't managed to get into finals. Even so, I'm already very proud of you guys! You guys did a great job! =)) I love you guys! Oh did I mention that I found a sec 2 boyfriend that last for like a few hours? HAHAHA!! That's so funny! 

There he is, Ayirul. I think I spell it correctly. I think... I'm sorry!

There's Amierul, Ayirul, Debbie, Asyeeqin, Fahimah and me! I know I spelled some of the names wrongly but it is pronounced like that. I'm sorry!!!

I'm so proud of all of them. Really, from the bottom of my heart. =)) <3 <3

There's another group who's awesome! We share the same room when we're composing our song. Their song is really cool!! Haha!! They're from another school which I forget the school name...I'm sorry... But their names are Jamie and Geraldine. And the mentors is my Babyy Vanessa and Cute Xin Man!! Oh yeah by the way, the one of the IC spend his time in our classroom a lot. Keep on slacking. Cheh! But he did encourage all of them a lot. So, I'm very thankful for that =)) Thank you JUNYUAN!!! Oh yeah Jamie and Geraldine are the 2nd runner up for the competition!!! WHOOOOO~!!!!!!!!!!! Respect original work, respect IP~ lah lah lah lah lah lah, originality! Sorry I can't remember all the lyrics..Heheheh. You guys did great! Awesome!!!!! 

Here's all of them! Without me...I left early..The worst part. I have to leave early...Proud of all of you!! Keep it up!


Sigh...the sad part is that things have to end. Music Fiesta had ended. Officially ended. Until next year. I wonder if I get to meet them again or not. I missed them already..=(( You guys must come again next year!! =)) MUST! I'll miss you all!!

Camwhoring time. HAHA!








That's about it. Actually I have more stories for that night. But I'll leave it for the next post. Thanks for spending time here! Tata!

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End of Term 1 | (1)
Phew! I just finished my MST =)) My first test in Poly. It'll be the most easy test in these 3 years. But I don't think I did my best. =(( This is the sad part. But it happened I cn't change anything..so, MOVE ON BITCH!

Haih. I'm once again back in my JB home cuddling my pillow and smelling my blanket. I love the smell of my bed =)) Seriously. HAHA! but anyways, I'll be back for 2 weeks and I'm off to Singapore again.So, as usual I was having fun all the time and my friend keep saying me that I'm going to play instead of studying. But I really did study kay!! I'm trying to finish 5 projects at a time =(( I'm working on it! I ain't that free anymore!! And I sorta borrowed 5 DVDs from my school library. And it's all because of my baby. She influenced me...HAHA!!

Haih...I'm leaving to KL tomorrow and I sorta miss you all already. Sometimes I don't know my feelings very well. Hmmm it's complicated I have slow reaction to things. Well, some of them. Will miss you Marshmallows and babyys in SG and not to mention those bastards and bitches here in JB that I love till death. Muacks! Love ya guys! =))

Time for camwhoring in class again!!!







I looked ugly in all pictures....


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SSO | (0)
SSO, which is Singapore Symphony Orchestra has a performance, which is FREE, the night  before yesterday at School Of The Arts. It's my first time going to any concert. ANY. None. NEVER. Coz it's always expensive. So, since this is free, and they're the famous SSO, I'm lucky that I get to listen to them. They're AWESOME!! Darrell Ang is AWESOME!! 

So, I didn't get to take pictures with him, coz he left after a while but my friend did get to take picture with him..and she's so happy...haih...it's going to take a while for her to chill.
So, he's awesome, the piece is awesome, the place is awesome and I'm awesome. =))

Stephen Hough is also there as well!! He's A-W-E-S-O-M-E! Well, he's actually more than just a performer. He's also a composer and a writer. Impressive..He performed in several countries like Australia, United States, United Kingdom, Czech and Russia. He's really a great great pianist. Definitely one of the best. He played Paganini with variations that day with the orchestra and he has a solo performance as well.

As for Darrell Ang, he's quite a young guy. Handsome as well =)) 
He graduated from a lot of universities. Seriously there's a lot. Oh by the way, he's a Yale University alumni...CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!! IT'S YALE!! 

And a lot more universities. But anyways, he's one of the best conductor in SSO. And my friend's crazy about him for several days. Hopefully she'll calm down soon. =)) haha!! 

SSO played 3 pieces in the whole concert. The first piece is Khovanshchina by Modeste Petrovich Muddorgsky. The composer of this piece is a Russian. He loves his country very very much. The piece is actually about a peaceful and awe-inspiring sunrise over Moscow. 

The second piece is Pictures at an Exhibition by Mussorgsky as well. They broke down the piece into 3 parts if I'm not mistaken. And they didn't played it as the usual order which makes it more interesting and less boring. Darrell did a good job in explaining the story of Mussorgsky that inspires him to compose this masterpiece. Pictures at an Exhibition is composed when Mussorgsky's best friend, Viktor Hartmann died. He was walking around at an art gallery, appreciating paintings from Viktor and those paintings inspire Mussorgsky to compose this piece with 10 movements. But they didn't play all of them. Just a few.

Lastly, it's Variations on a Theme by Paganini by Witold Lutosławaski. It's a famous piece of work. So, I'll skip the intro. Stephen Hough's awesome!! =))

So, after that we waited for Michael to come out from the backstage and then hoping that we can take picture with him. But unfortunately, we're too late. We called him several times but he didn't pick up. He left before we could met him as he's not feeling well that day. So, he left right after the concert ends. But I still Love him. he's the best PT ever. 

So, that's about it. it's a great day, I had fun with Engene the Guitar God which is full of shit, SK2, Vanessa who got the scholarship, Christabel which keeps on texting AhBoy and Qin Yan which is happy that the spring of her clarinet is not broken. Haha!!
Thanks a lot for being such great friends. =)) 

And Thanks to all of you who are reading my bloggg. =)) Sorry for writing such wordy posts all the time!! I just couldn't help it. Haha! I have a lot of stories to tell. Should have more in the future. Stay Tuned!!!

Here's Vanessa and handsome Darrell =))


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DMAT | (0)
Recently I just found out that...DMAT is not just a bunch of musicians who just know music and only music ALL THE TIME. Even when we're having lunch they're still thinking about wave frequency and the sound the glass produced with water in it. 

I found out that DMATs actually...stick together?? They're like...they'll wait for you whenever you're leaving the group and they care for one another, they're not like what I experienced whenI was in secondary school. In my secondary school years, all of us are close but we have a few different group of friends which makes us...not THAT close.
Even though I'm not super duper close, but we're still close. Haha.

Now only that I found out that we didn't actually have a class photo. It's either someone's missing or someone left before we took group photo. Haih... Next time. The next outing. I'm already very excited about it. =))

In conclusion, wow, I feel like writing essay. WTS! but anyways, I feel stressed out sometimes when I need to compose anything. But I feel loved by my classmates and that's pretty much all I ever need. =))


I LOVE YOU VANESSA
I LOVE YOU QIN YAN
I LOVE YOU CHRISTABEL
I LOVE YOU MEI TING
I LOVE YOU KAELA
I LOVE YOU EUNGENE
I LOVE YOU SHU KAI
I LOVE YOU NORMAN
I LOVE YOU IZYAN
I LOVE YOU CALEB
I LOVE YOU GREG
I LOVE YOU KEVIN
I LOVE YOU JIAJUN
I LOVE YOU BRENDON
I LOVE YOU MALCOLM
I LOVE YOU JOASH
and I LOVE YOU YAN LING even though you abandon us! =))


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