Heyo. =)) I'm pretty high recently I don't know why. Especially last night. But I think it's the alcohol..Wait, no...I'm high before the alcohol already. Haha and I slowly calm down after the alcohol..I got tired..don't judge me.

So this term I have no tests at all =)) AT ALL!! WHOOO. But everything is a give and take. So, no tests this term, means there's WHOLE LOT OF ASSIGNMENTS. Which sucks..sucks much. So, here I am having the last week of my term after 2 months of holidays and 1 and a half months of study days and it's one month of holiday again. Poly is weird in this sense =(( 3 years of studies they tell you but actually You're only in school for like one and a half year. Much wow much holiday much little studies. Even though I have one month of holiday I didn't really get to spend time with my family in J.B. much also. There's always so much events and so so much stuff and events and studies to do here in Singapore. Like, I have recordings, I have cca events, I have work here as well. I do enjoy my life here but sometimes I wanted my life in JB as well. Singapore is always moving so so fast that I couldn't catch up sometimes. JB is so chill and relax and makes me feel like slacking whole day and not do any work. So...we're back to the give and take thing. Hahaha. Both places have the people I love. So, sometime's it's hard to juggle all these things. Really have to plan my time really really well.

=)) The need to smile in front of people when you're not happy is hard. But nowadays I'm trying not to do that anymore. Just show whatever I feel inside out to everyone. Even though it's not necessarily a good thing to learn but at least I can express it out instead of hiding inside. Also, I have to learn how to rely lesser on other people. Especially my happiness. I rely a lot of my happiness on the people I love. Too much in fact, I gotta learn how to make myself happy for just being myself. =)) I do appreciate the people who walked into my life no matter what my feelings are to the person. Love, or hate. The people I don't like too taught me stuff that I didn't know. I do try to appreciate them more. And I am learning how to not say bad stuff about them behind their backs. Even though I really don't like them. Still in the process of learning =)) Hopefully everything will turn out alright.

Ohh did I mention that I went to a bar last night? I went to Muddy Murphy's yesterday night to support my friends who are performing there with their band =)) 'Shrink The Sun'.
They have drummer from the Philippines, Singer from the UK, Keyboardist from the States, and as for the guitarist, violinist and bassist, they're from Singapore. =)) #SUPPORTLOCALARTIST  They're awesome I tell you guys. You guys have to catch their performance at least once =)) I'm serious. serious serious. I can't guarantee that you guys will love them, because everyone have different taste when it comes to music, but they're really good and I've seen them working hard for this. It's all the hard work.

Labels: Assignment, DMAT, Friends, Life, Music, SP, Weirdo