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Selfishness in me |
Glad that work has ended today =)) I wouldn't day it's FINALLY over. I really did quite enjoy my time there. It's not a very tough job and the pay is pretty good and also I met people there =)) Today I had a really great talk with seniors Jing Xi and Chew. Didn't expect that I could talk to them so much. Had fun today. And I got my pay finally so. Hahaha yeah. Good morning and afternoon well spent. After that, also I'm glad that I went to church today. But sadly, I missed the worshipping =(( and most of the preaches. Hope that I'll get more and more chances to go to church. Really really. Grandma was here in Singapore for a couple of day. =)) So nice to know that my grandma care about me so much. No, actually I've always know. She really care about me I know. It's just that I'm worried about her sometimes especially when she wanted to do house chores and I stopped her. Usually ended up with arguments but I know she loves me and wanted to make herself seem useful. We never think it this way that she's not useful in this family. We all loved her. It's just that we're not good at presenting and speaking out our love. Love you ah ma. =)) To my daddy and mummy, I know I'm not a very expressive kid. I really am not.. =/ But I just wanted you guys to know I love the both of you. I'm thankful for my dad for loving me so much and doting me and my sisters. I know you worked very hard to earn money for this family and you loved us a lot it's just that you didn't say it. I'll support you all the way dad. And I'll study well and not letting you and mummy worried about me anymore. And you and mummy don't worry about me too much lahh i grow up edi =)) And for mummy, thank you so much for taking care of us 3 annoying kids that always have weird issues that made you worried so much. Especially me. I created quite a bit of trouble that make you worry. Even JiaYun let you worry lesser. Thanks for doing everything for this family for all these years and we know you wanted something different since 2 of us overseas and one basically lives in school, that's why you made that decision. No matter what you do, I'll support you all the way. =)) To uncle Koa and aunty Esther, they're always being so so nice to me. For the first time I met them they're like one of the nicest person I've met. Serious, no joke. So thankful that I got to meet them. They're so nice to me even the son got jealous. HAHAHA Really glad that I got to meet you guys. And I'm just thankful for everything. The bible, the necklace and the beautiful and delicious meal. And most importantly the friendliness and nice-ness you guys are to me. Really thankful for that =)) To my third uncle(sa zek) and the family, Thank you for taking care of me so so much in Singapore. Like your own kid. =)) Worried about me all the time and letting me stay in your house in such last minute when school is about to start here in SP. Thanks for all the care you've given to me. =)) To my weirdest but bestest friends ever (Malaysia edition), Thanks so so so so so much for being so nice to me everythough sometime's I'm an asshole. HAHAHAHA and we really need to meet and catchup soon. HAHAH I'm actually quite sad that now all of us are seperated =(( I need you guy by myself lahh!! Please please meet up soon =(( To my weirdest and bestest friends ever (Singapore edition), Ahh where should I even start. There's so much memories, good ones, one of the bestest ones. I'm really glad I chose to come to DMAT,SP because of my parents and sister. I got to meet so much awesome people that really care about me. I'm talking about care care, really care care kind of care. Not all but I know a few of them will definitely be there for me if I ever needed them. I really am grateful and so so thankful for their presence. Especially the day of my birthday this person come to make me feel better and really talk to me without disturbing me. HAHAHAHA. =')) And also this guy who never really talk to me much now. But I know he'll be there too if I needed him as a friend. And also these girls who I always talk to and know me so well. And always willing to listen to my complaints and whinnings. Love them lahh. To my bandmates that gives me headache, I love you guys even if you guys annoy the hell of me. HAHAHA and thanks for being such good friends and good seniors to me. I'm like one of the worst juniors to have but you guys still treat me so well and being so patient when it comes to teaching me. Especially the asshole senior I have. HAHAH you know who you are. Thanks for being such a brother. =)) And for my gossip partner who haven't appear for so long, Thanks for coming down for band just to celebrate my birthday really really appreciate that. For zue, Amanda, Momo, Ryan myanmar old man and Ben Lam SL, Thanks guys for teaching me and being such good friends and seniors for the past half a year. =)) And RYAN OLD MAN!! Do tell us if you're leaving to myanmar =(( I want to send you off because I really have no idea when I'll be seeing you after that. Saving the best for the last, Thank you so much for being such an awesome guy in my life. Really. Thankful that you walk into my life. You inspire me to become better, letting me feel better about myself, let me get to know God more, letting me have you as my boyfriend, being such a good listener when I needed one, being the bestest friend ever. I'm sorry I'm not expressive and I'm not the best girlfriend material, but still you accepted me, and you're proud of me. I'm blessed to have you here with me. =)) Thank you for choosing me and not any other girls. I love you a lot. And I'm proud to say that you my boyfriend. =)) It's a wordy post. And it's for all the people I love and thankful for. =)) Today I learned not to be selfish. Even though I wanted it, but I couldn't just think of myself. And please don't blame yourself and stop the sorry(s) =)) It's alright. It's nothing really. And I will be needing the sleep now. =)) Thanks for reading. Love, Jia-Qi
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